Our Dream Ended Long Ago

XIV . ruhe

2008-06-25T15:47:05Z

... he...

... he is gone.

They all are gone.

... _{I am glad.}

TEMP > Hiatus

2008-06-18T16:10:16Z

Putting Gillian on hiatus in lieu of plots for her - A week or so.

XIII . teamarbeit

2008-05-28T19:35:06Z

... if this is what the Gods require, then... I will do it.

... it would seem that we have been chosen to work together in these games.

XII . mach dich frei

2008-05-22T19:11:20Z

How are you doing? Are you still overrun by children?

Are the symptoms subsiding or worsening?

... Who are Medea and Asclepius?

XI . freisturz [voice post]

2008-05-14T05:59:44Z

[Gillian, very quietly] ... my son... He has not contacted me in several days. I can... only hope that he and Genesis are all right.

... ... ...

[A little more loudly] ... I am concerned for those who have returned to childhood.

X . meine wunden [voice post]

2008-05-09T15:24:18Z

... 'even if the morrow is barren of promises'...

...

...

Angeal. Where are you? Are you safe?

IX . wunschkind

2008-05-06T16:53:54Z

... it is over.

...

Thank you.

I must ask you two things, before you begin to help me...

... what did Hollander... tell you, about your father?

... and... how close are you to Genesis?

VIII . herbheit [voice post]

2008-05-04T05:11:21Z

[There's shaky, violent breathing, first; her hands clatter aimless across the keyboard before she gives up at it; a chair scrapes across the floor, and she gasps quietly before managing to control herself again.]

[Gillian, remarkably controlled for the circumstances, but clearly extremely pained, grasping for words] ... B-burn...

J-Jenova -

Please - please stop -

I am -

[long pause, only breathing]

I am - sorry -

I didn't -

[Abruptly cuts out]
_{(OOC: Yeah, that wasn't supposed to have been visible to anyone but herself. :( Sorry, Angeal. ;;)}

VII . der neue gott [voice post]

2008-05-02T15:14:32Z

...

...

...

[Heavy exhale]

[Gillian, resigned] ... Jenova.

_{How many years ago did I...}

... I may be closer to a remedy.

... there may be truth to the curative power of 'S Cells'.

Tell me... were you injected with Jenova's cells yourself?

VI . hast du geglaubt?

2008-04-28T23:13:51Z

... there is much to read and little time.

...
... my private notes are with the rest of the files.

Hollander... did you find it necessary to take them, too?

I have heard that one may go back to their own world from here, but - if they have already died there?

_{(OOC: Soooo Gillian requested the files from Jenova Project G, got them - and is currently buried in them. |D Genesis and Angeal are both welcome to take/have taken a look, of course, though she's removed most of her aforementioned personal material/letters/etc.)}

V . aller anfang ist schwer

2008-04-25T07:48:52Z

... Dr Crescent?

I would like to speak with you.

IV . das nicht-zuhause-sein

2008-04-24T00:23:33Z

... why have I, too, not disintegrated?

I have heard that I am to examine you. I would like a list of your symptoms, please.

.. it was Professor Gast, and Professor Hojo who made the most advances, yet I was the first to meddle where I was not welcome. Hollander was assigned to it as well. But... it was my experiment... my blame to take.

Jenova... there have been so many effects recorded that it is near impossible to describe them all in depth. From sample to sample, the effects vary, as does into what they have been injected. The only true constant that I have observed is an increase of strength, as observed in the ranks of SOLDIER.

Within my own body, the effect was, beyond the increase of strength... to allow me to carry a child to full term. Without Jenova's cells, I could not.

... ...

... Angeal. My son... Any question you have - I will answer it.

III . eine alter frau spricht im schlaf

2008-04-21T07:06:22Z

Angeal... is there something useful I might do in this place?

II . wieviele tränen hast du? [voice post]

2008-04-15T09:27:47Z

... how often did he refer to Angeal as being 'bred' inside of me... ?

... bred... like an animal. [breathy exhale, cough]

... my son... my son is no animal.

[Gillian, slightly curious but unquestioning tone] ... Shin-ra exist here... as well...

... I see.

I . für immer und immer [voice post]

2008-04-11T01:37:42Z

[There's a violent wind howling, and the rain seems to be especially hard and loud]

[Gillian, sound exhausted] ... it never rained like this in Banora...

Yes... I did... ... always imagine it would look like Midgar.