Our Dream Ended Long Ago

XIV . ruhe

Wed, 25 Jun 2008 15:47:05 GMT

... he...

... he is gone.

They all are gone.

... _{I am glad.}

TEMP > Hiatus

Wed, 18 Jun 2008 16:10:16 GMT

Putting Gillian on hiatus in lieu of plots for her - A week or so.

XIII . teamarbeit

Wed, 28 May 2008 19:35:06 GMT

... if this is what the Gods require, then... I will do it.

... it would seem that we have been chosen to work together in these games.

XII . mach dich frei

Thu, 22 May 2008 19:11:20 GMT

How are you doing? Are you still overrun by children?

Are the symptoms subsiding or worsening?

... Who are Medea and Asclepius?

XI . freisturz [voice post]

Wed, 14 May 2008 05:59:44 GMT

[Gillian, very quietly] ... my son... He has not contacted me in several days. I can... only hope that he and Genesis are all right.

... ... ...

[A little more loudly] ... I am concerned for those who have returned to childhood.

X . meine wunden [voice post]

Fri, 09 May 2008 15:24:18 GMT

... 'even if the morrow is barren of promises'...

...

...

Angeal. Where are you? Are you safe?

IX . wunschkind

Tue, 06 May 2008 16:53:54 GMT

... it is over.

...

Thank you.

I must ask you two things, before you begin to help me...

... what did Hollander... tell you, about your father?

... and... how close are you to Genesis?

VIII . herbheit [voice post]

Sun, 04 May 2008 05:11:21 GMT

[There's shaky, violent breathing, first; her hands clatter aimless across the keyboard before she gives up at it; a chair scrapes across the floor, and she gasps quietly before managing to control herself again.]

[Gillian, remarkably controlled for the circumstances, but clearly extremely pained, grasping for words] ... B-burn...

J-Jenova -

Please - please stop -

I am -

[long pause, only breathing]

I am - sorry -

I didn't -

[Abruptly cuts out]
_{(OOC: Yeah, that wasn't supposed to have been visible to anyone but herself. :( Sorry, Angeal. ;;)}

VII . der neue gott [voice post]

Fri, 02 May 2008 15:14:32 GMT

...

...

...

[Heavy exhale]

[Gillian, resigned] ... Jenova.

_{How many years ago did I...}

... I may be closer to a remedy.

... there may be truth to the curative power of 'S Cells'.

Tell me... were you injected with Jenova's cells yourself?

VI . hast du geglaubt?

Mon, 28 Apr 2008 23:13:51 GMT

... there is much to read and little time.

...
... my private notes are with the rest of the files.

Hollander... did you find it necessary to take them, too?

I have heard that one may go back to their own world from here, but - if they have already died there?

_{(OOC: Soooo Gillian requested the files from Jenova Project G, got them - and is currently buried in them. |D Genesis and Angeal are both welcome to take/have taken a look, of course, though she's removed most of her aforementioned personal material/letters/etc.)}

V . aller anfang ist schwer

Fri, 25 Apr 2008 07:48:52 GMT

... Dr Crescent?

I would like to speak with you.

IV . das nicht-zuhause-sein

Thu, 24 Apr 2008 00:23:33 GMT

... why have I, too, not disintegrated?

I have heard that I am to examine you. I would like a list of your symptoms, please.

.. it was Professor Gast, and Professor Hojo who made the most advances, yet I was the first to meddle where I was not welcome. Hollander was assigned to it as well. But... it was my experiment... my blame to take.

Jenova... there have been so many effects recorded that it is near impossible to describe them all in depth. From sample to sample, the effects vary, as does into what they have been injected. The only true constant that I have observed is an increase of strength, as observed in the ranks of SOLDIER.

Within my own body, the effect was, beyond the increase of strength... to allow me to carry a child to full term. Without Jenova's cells, I could not.

... ...

... Angeal. My son... Any question you have - I will answer it.

III . eine alter frau spricht im schlaf

Mon, 21 Apr 2008 07:06:22 GMT

Angeal... is there something useful I might do in this place?

II . wieviele tränen hast du? [voice post]

Tue, 15 Apr 2008 09:27:47 GMT

... how often did he refer to Angeal as being 'bred' inside of me... ?

... bred... like an animal. [breathy exhale, cough]

... my son... my son is no animal.

[Gillian, slightly curious but unquestioning tone] ... Shin-ra exist here... as well...

... I see.

I . für immer und immer [voice post]

Fri, 11 Apr 2008 01:37:42 GMT

[There's a violent wind howling, and the rain seems to be especially hard and loud]

[Gillian, sound exhausted] ... it never rained like this in Banora...

Yes... I did... ... always imagine it would look like Midgar.